So... Now For the Good Stuff

Since this blog is dedicated to my alias, Nash Ventura, I thought I'd finally let him speak.

You see, I live in a community where speaking about taboo things isn't a very good idea. So being able to release some serious tension is fantastic. Now I'll let Nash speak, since this is "his" blog.


I've noticed that everyone, everywhere, is living under a vail of some sort. Where this vail lies, I cannot say, but what I can say is that it keeps us sane, no? Mothers and Fathers, Grandparents and Relatives alike are all under this vail, until a certain time comes, or maybe more than one "times". This vail keeps us on our shiv, if you know what I mean. We can be blissful, and unknowing to our problems under this vail.

With the crashing of our current economy, this vail has been lifted, slightly. It's still there, over the person it was assigned to, but it can no longer keep us happy. It has realized that the person is too stressed, and cannot function correctly because of it.

This vail can be in the form of a grandchild, a new lover, a new pair of amazing shoes, but it doesn't last forever. The kids will grow up, and start lives of their own. The lover will fly away, to someone new. And the shoes will fray, and slowly come apart.

It's difficult, is it not, to be able to stay happy? To be able to say that everything is okay, and that everything will work out when you know that it most certaintly won't.

Most people become offended when I bring up topics concerning happiness, money, love, sex, and the stuff that makes people cringe.

I cannot remember things after I have thought them. It's such a shame, so many great thoughts, and they're all gone.

One Last Post Before I Hit the Clouds...

When I read blogs, they were interesting, fun material whose owners were interesting. But I noticed, just these past few hours, that there are two types of blogs on blogspot (most of them, not all):

Religious Blogs (Oh God, are you serious?)

Family Blogs (Once again, are you serious?)

I'm uber dissapointed in all of it. I have found some interesting ones, dedicated to keeping fashion and opinion alive.

Seriously people, blog about something interesting.

Nashthinks... About Death

So serious right?

Well, when I was young, I lost my sibling, and I don't know why, but I can't... I don't, I should say, feel the same?

And I know that most people would assume that I would never feel complete again, but that's not the case. What I can feel is... grey?

In an episode of The Golden Girls, Blanche talks to Dorothy about feeling Magenta, not too blue to be sad, not too green to be envious, not too red to be in rage... I think you get it.

I feel like I've never met him, my sibling, and that I don't know who he is. When I look at his photo, there is no emotion, it's gone for some reason.

Should I feel this way? What can I do?

Thanks, Nash.

Looks Ohk Now

Well, now I feel that I am somewhat happy with the layout, now if I could just get some followers...

Any Ideas?

After The End...

When I took this photo, I thought of a nuclear war. This would be the base to some building, and it would be the only thing left. That I would be someone who survived, and I'd have to continue on...

What do you feel?

Side note: If you are going to post these photos (the one's posted on this blog, all of them), please give me my props. 

Thanks, Nash

Love... Is Only For The Lucky?

I drew this heart on my phone when I was bored listening to someone ramble on and on about some guy that they were, and I qoute, "totally thinking about kidnapping him, and locking him in my closet." I guess I was listening? I was heart broken, so other people's problems seemed meaningless. 

I assumed that because Fate finds some other way to use my luck, I'd always have to work extra hard in the love department. What do you think?

Thanks, Nash

It's Light!

When I look at this photo, I get lost in my own mind. That's when I realized that I shouldn't be using this to meditate on. =^)

Thanks, Nash

Tell It Oh Strange Sir

So, now that I have blog, it seems like it's a bit difficult to find a topic to elaborate to death on. I don't know what to write about, but I will give you some info on myself.


I love Music, Fashion, and writing because I am a wannabe novelist =^).


I also love cheese.


I love school, school work, research, etc. Yeah I'm a total nerd.


I aspire to be an engineer one day, and create "things" to help humanity one day.


I live in a tiny hole somewhere in the U.S.


I'm a winter, because I look really good in blues.


I love to read blogs, becasuse regular people's opinions are the best.


I'm also super confused about everything, and I mean everything. So any knowledge of anything would be great.


Other than that, I'm just trying to learn this thing, and trying to live life with a positive attitude.




Thanks, Nash.